i was stupid. on sunday! =( forgive me will you, my dear? wasn't feeling good about myself. felt like shit. hmm im really sorry. i swear i cried so much that night. i was too foolish and selfish. I DUN WANT SUNDAY THE 17 JAN TO REPEAT! NEVER EVER AGAIN! GOD HELP ME. only to god i could ask for help. only to god i could count on to. only god could hear my prayers and only god know me best. even i dont know me, myself and i.
we're neonates. yet we had full of downs than ups. i keep doing stupid silly mistakes. =( i am aware even the smallest and tiniest mistakes could make u pissed upset and down.

i miss us. u n i. our laughter our smiles. our tickles our pinches. <3