Hello! he used to call me hoenystar.
i still call him my sweet cupcake
he only posted 16-17?post in his blog about me n us =) i miss u cupcake~!

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I am as sweet as candy, as yummy as chocolate, and you know you wanna bite me. thank u fathihi for choosing my blog skin. i love u now and forever.

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i had early supper with daya and asri after work at ayer rajah food centre? haha i forgot the name. =) well.. as usuals i will be the one listening to stories. coz i love listening than speaking. =) so yeah talking about their love ones and asri's late grandma. hmm its hard to let the love ones go and leave the world forever.. so have i answered your question, sayang? its hard. even tho we ain't the same blood and we are both a total strangers but i guess my heart beats with you and its hard and i really mean hard.. if u were to leave me or even the world... i may move on as years goes by but i guess it will not be the same.. my sister had experienced it.. and i could feel how she felt. well. god loves him more than anyone else does.
then, talked about how asri met his gf. sweet love story =)  they have been together for 3 years, yet known each other since primary school days. =) how sweet.. can i write a novel about them? haha. =D and yeah he gave us advice about relationship and true laut mane yg tak bergelombang. =) and he said kalau korang in a relationship jgn skali rase bosan. hell yeah thats what he told me and daya.. last but not least, one thing jgn tinggalkan solat. thats what he said n i was like hmmmm. im speechless and just nod. hmmm.
thanks daya n asri for the short supper. =) enjoyed it =) cheese fries sedappp =D
its 2010? and im turning 20 this year? no more teen-s? hmm. no more childish no more act cute? hahaha. young adult. i can't believe it. can u? getting older la. =) mature in thinking and making decision. i dun see all those in myself, yet. ya i have random thoughts of things.some.maybe love? hmm everyone wants to be happy. who doesnt? everyone wants to be treated nicely. who doesnt? i think i dun have anymore to type. sharing stories. <3

to my lovely cupcake. i hope u dun feel bored with me. hmm.coz i think only god knows if u're lying or even if its the truth. i love and miss being by ur side. its the most honest n sincere feeling. =) i dun need anything else. just u by my side and only ur presence makes me more than happy.. hmm this isn't mushy post. its e heart that talk. i dun own everything in the world, i dun have the perfect figure. i am not flawless. im an ugly girl...n yeahh i gotta throw my negatives thoughts. it just gonna hurt u and i.

on the other hand.. people say dont ever have high hopes?..

p/s: i couldn't get you out of my head even my heart..

Night shift. isnt that bad afterall but feeling sleepy while working. =) dark circles soon. yet im still awake now! grrrr. n yeah im so clumsy and careless today. hmm. nevertheless, i enjoyed my friday very much! =) fathihi and shaka made my day and night. met fathihi and watched tooth fairy! a funny movie. but avatar is still the best. haha =) spent time here and there and off i went to meet shaka! our 2nd meet up =) pictures gossips and reminiscing of our sec sch. haha hockey. how i miss sec sch very much. girls, we should have more meet ups ok! =) thanks girls for spending your time for us. =D


p/s: thanks to fathihi too! =)) for spending your precious time with me. <3

Oh baby we can fight like dogs we can fight like cats
a dirty laundry needs a laundry man
maybe the king and the queen should lay off the caffeine
baby breathe before you react

sometimes we do forget to behave
and we regret what we say
cause words are too weapons
if we don't choose'em carefully
ladies and gentlemen this is instrumental
if life's to be a bed of roses

i know i gave you everything you like
because you still give me butterflies

if we just try try try
just to be ni-ni-nice
then the world would be a better place for you and I
if we just live our lives
putting our differences aside
oh that would be so beautiful to me

currently addicted to. =))

p/s: im addicted to you. call me crazy coz i wouldnt care less. =)

p/s: saye sayang awak.

I guess the time was right for us to say,
We'd take our time and live our lives together day by day.
We'll make a wish and send it on a prayer,
We know our dreams can all come true with love that we can share.
With you I never wonder, will you be there for me?
With you I never wonder ... you're the right one for me.

I finally found a love of a lifetime,
A love to last my whole life through.
I finally found a love of a lifetime,
Forever in my heart, I finally found a love of a lifetime.

With every kiss our love is like brand new,
And every star up in the sky was made for me and you.
Still we both know that the road is long,
But we know that we will be together because our love is strong

I finally found a love of a lifetime,
A love to last my whole life through.
I finally found a love of a lifetime,
Forever in my heart, I finally found a love of a lifetime.

I finally found a love of a lifetime,
A love to last my whole life through.
I finally found a love of a lifetime,
Forever in my heart, I finally found a love of a lifetime.

I finally found a love of a lifetime,
I finally found a love of a lifetime,
I finally found a love of a lifetime,
Forever in my heart, I finally found a love,
Of a lifetime.

PMS i think.
i wouldnt want to control u.
just wanna see u happy..
im sorry..

thinking of getting older each day. there are no time for doubts. no time to think twice? no time to be jealous? no time to feel low. no time to feel anything negativesssssss. i hate to have those feelings. no more same mistakes no more same attitude. no more lies. no more. i am beautiful no matter what they say. things are gonna be alright each day.. i believe. i trust and i love you. thanks for coming to my life. its the most expensive gift from god to me. a new year start....



yesterday was awesome. i can't be any happier. i can hold on to the crystal forever, however.. only god knows....



im beautiful. i am. i am me. i cantbe anyone else. i cant make people love me the way i want them to.
i gotta smile coz when things go wrong i know theres always another door open for me..

Cupcake

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