Hello! he used to call me hoenystar.
i still call him my sweet cupcake
he only posted 16-17?post in his blog about me n us =) i miss u cupcake~!

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I am as sweet as candy, as yummy as chocolate, and you know you wanna bite me. thank u fathihi for choosing my blog skin. i love u now and forever.

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happiness is a choice. =) its in your own hands.

had great day with family yesterday. its been a long time since we had family outing. =) treat my family to arnold's! =) sedaaaaaaaaaaaap =D had great laughter n fun. went expo after arnold den airport! gosh airport reminds me of the day i went medan. =( im still missing medan. well its over n i shall keep the memories til my last breath. =) opppps. im suppose to be in JB!?? =) i know im such a sweeet liar. im just oh so lazy to work =( im quitting soon. attachment soon! seeing the time flies. i felt its just yesterday when i woke up its already tomorrow. hmmm




cupcake.. iwant to spend my days with u.

the title explains it all. =) yayness i got to meet cupcake. shopping ke awak. =) thanks for choosing the loveliest bottoms =) i love it toooo =) will wear it the next meet aite. thank you for spending your precious time with me today. you really look tired. im sorry but i dun care coz i wanna spend time with you. haha saye tau saye jahat.. awak kan 'baik' hahahaha. enough of laughing. i wouldn't want to cry. =( thank you fathihi. but saye upset chicken saye keras berdentum. hahaha =D
and yeah we walked from orchard to dhoby ghout, from dhoby ghout to raffles place? =) patut la muke awak penat. =(( sorrrrrrryy. lain kali tak nak jln lagi ok. =) i promise.


ouh ya. we met at city hall otw to bugis. hehe. =) coincidence i love. =D



p/s: look into my eyes.. tell me what do you see?

owwww. thats a long one.. thank you awak. hmmm.. see i told ya. time flies. and you gonna pass out soon. =) insyallah. i'll pray for u to become a medic. amin =) den u can wash eyes too! n guess what i even saw a medic playing PSP tau. laid back pe. i would want to join medic too! LOL but ouh please not gonna go ite simei again. haha.


thanks again for the song, fathihi.
im happy too. if that is meant for me. =) haha
and this song is for u. =)

Honey Star love! You're back from Medan like err.. 6 days? Hahaha! Its super hard to live without you eventhough not physically and visibly. Its very hard to not msg you everyday. We've always been talking about the past lately. But like you said past is gonna be past and will never bring it forward okaay. We'll stop talking about it and concentrate on now okaay? You're back now. It feels much different. Cos I have you now. You'll always be by my side wherever and whenever. I won't leave you. I promise. Cos to me you're everything that i wanted and i finally found it. Your messages even how short it is or even how lazy you are to reply every single text, i will always be patient. Be extra patient with everything. Even if sumthing tht tried to pull us apart.You had the courage to say it out, then i do too:)




Close To Me You're Like My Mother,
Close To Me You're Like My Father,
Close To Me You're Like My Sister,
Close To Me You're Like My Brother


And You Are The Only One My Everything


And For You This Song I Sing....


All My Life
I Prayed For Someone Like You
And I Thank God
That I..That I Finally Found You


All My Life
I Prayed For Someone Like You
And I Hope That You Feel The Same Way Too
Yes, I Pray That You Do Love Me Too






Signing off,
Cupcake!

first and foremost i miss my family n my dearest cupcake. but i miss medan too sey i dun know why coz i didnt feel homesick for the 10 days. i felt the 10 days its like just a day. but my parents said its like a month. hmmm. i miss the hotel. i miss hanging around by the pool in the middle of the night with shulha and hadhi. its a lifetime experience i will never ever forget. i miss the people there! i got to meet n got to know new friends in Rumah Anak Madani(RAM) the 10 girls and 8 guys who work together with us to help n deliver the teachings to the villagers at Desa Menunggal. =) RAM it is a home for the orphanage. i really miss them n my friends n teachers. =) i just dun know how to pen down from day one to the last second im at medan. but taking the air plane was my first time ever and i love it. even tho its only an hour journey. at least i had the experience in the plane. haha. i only had slight pain n impaired in the right ear. =) now ok already =D overall! i really really really misss MEDAN! i miss the hotel. i miss everything there! everything from a to z. its like theres no words could describe how much i miss the place. n i will never forget abt it. i cant wait to see the pictures from yazid's camera which consist of more than 2thousand pictures! once if i got to see it. i will upload it here! gosh i really miss it sey. 10 days was full of experience, anger by their jokes(haha), laughter, sadness and its really sad to leave the place. =( i cried when i hug my friends before leaving the airport. i just cant bear to part from them. hahaha. they are the best people! even though i got pranked. haha nice one guys! =) i was really angry n even post it to my fb shout out but the anger just faded off. =) i just can't get angry for too long. but of coz i will remember what they had done. TWICE sey kena prank. hahahahahaha =) <3 everybody! <3 <3 <3 <3


p/s:  cupcake, my feelings for u is growing stronger. no matter how long it takes. its ur heart that matters. its not about the decision its about the feelings. u make me smile everyday without fail. your messages, even how short or grouchy u are i dun mind coz i know life always have ups and downs. no body perfect and the sky is not always shiny blue. but the last thing i wanna do is to make u smile like how u make me smile and make u the happiest man. insyallah. amin coz for once i never felt this. i felt something diff. typing this takes a lot of courage. :) <3

"dearest nazariyah bte kharis, here's a very short n simple letter for u.

first and foremost, thanks for the letter darling. i wanted to cry but i hold the tears in the train while reading your letter. those were the days. i will treasure til the day i die. insyallah. congrats to u too darl coz u've made it this far. there were ups and downs but we survive from the downfall. =) alhamdullilah syukur.

yeah i miss those days in 1.1 i still remember u were the first person i ask for hp number the first day of school during orientation. =) unforgettable memories. u me farrah malic and ain. hmm =) i feel its like just yesterday n today its the end of school.clinical pract next. 9 weeks in hosp n a week in campus and we're all gonna be a certified. insyallah. amin.

u were my listening ear too, naz. thanks for listening to my rants n shits n complaints last time. haha those were the childish days i guess. ahaha. yup trueee.."all good things comes to those who wait patiently" =) thanks naz for those words in ur letter. i hope i've found the one.. =) amin. n that same goes to u ok sugar. =) everything is in god's hand. =) may happiness n all the good things be with you alright. amin =)

forgive everything bad i've done to u without realising or i've realised it. im really sorry for the moments we weren't together. i guess i can make time limits for everyone. i ain't sharing kind of person. i was trying my best to share but i dun know i guess i dun know how to. =( please accept my apology will ya? take good care of yourself ok darling! will always and forever be in my heart.

loads love hugs & kisses, hazlin"

"Dearest friends, i would like to take this opportunity to thank each and everyone of especially CLASS C OII!! =) its been a great journey thruout in-campus. i feel its been ages. im sure gonna miss everyone. the class. without u n of coz mr cris our first n always fav lecturer. an understanding n reasonable lecturer. =) thanks everyone n please accept my apology for all the wrongdoings i ever done especially class attendance became chaotic ever since i step into class c. and forgive me for everything i've done without realising n wat i've realised it. deeply n truly in my heart always. loads love."

"Dearest shulha hassan, the girl whom always accompany to and fro school n home thanks so much for being a very sweet friend. be happy always ok! thanks for giving me the opportunity to be a fren who is crazy =) ahahahaha. hope it last a lifetime. =)
DUN FORGET US! just like nazariyah's headline =)"

p/s: im gonna miss cupcake so much. im sure u'll lose all ur eyelashes. im sure u gonna read this when u're back on sat. =( i really hope there'll be communication devices so i could contact u n send u msges.10 days and i could feel as if forever. NO! =( im holding back my tears.. take good care of yourself alright. you know my care my wishes is always with u. i'll see you pretty soon cupcake.pretty pretty soon.... i promise.

Cupcake

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