Crying
Friday, June 3, 2011 / 11:10 PM
I dun know if i have made sucha great impact in your life.. I keep repeating mistakes n keep getting shits as a gift. I hate myself for not being a woman. A pleasant person. Its all abt me.
♥honeystar♥
No matter what
Wednesday, April 13, 2011 / 8:29 PM
No matter what they tell us
No matter what they do
No matter what they teach us
What we believe is true
No matter what they call us
However they attack
No matter where they take us
We'll find our own way back
I can't deny what I believe
I can't be what I'm not
I know our love's forever
I know no matter what
If only tears were laughter
If only night was day
If only prayers were answered
Then we would hear God say
No matter what they tell you
No matter what they do
No matter what they teach you
What you believe is true
And I will keep you safe and strong
And sheltered from the storm
No matter where it's barren
A dream is being born
No matter who they follow
No matter where they lead
No matter how they judge us
I'll be everyone you need
No matter if the sun don't shine
Or if the skies aren't blue
No matter what the ending
My life began with you
I can't deny what I believe
I can't be what I'm not
I know this love's forever
That's all that matters now
No matter what
No, no matter what
No, no matter what
No, no matter
That's all that matters to me
No, no matter
That's all that matters to me
No, no matter
That's all that matters to me
No, no matter
That's all that matters to me
No, no matter what
That's all that matters to me
No, no matter what
That's all that matters to me
No matter what they do
No matter what they teach us
What we believe is true
No matter what they call us
However they attack
No matter where they take us
We'll find our own way back
I can't deny what I believe
I can't be what I'm not
I know our love's forever
I know no matter what
If only tears were laughter
If only night was day
If only prayers were answered
Then we would hear God say
No matter what they tell you
No matter what they do
No matter what they teach you
What you believe is true
And I will keep you safe and strong
And sheltered from the storm
No matter where it's barren
A dream is being born
No matter who they follow
No matter where they lead
No matter how they judge us
I'll be everyone you need
No matter if the sun don't shine
Or if the skies aren't blue
No matter what the ending
My life began with you
I can't deny what I believe
I can't be what I'm not
I know this love's forever
That's all that matters now
No matter what
No, no matter what
No, no matter what
No, no matter
That's all that matters to me
No, no matter
That's all that matters to me
No, no matter
That's all that matters to me
No, no matter
That's all that matters to me
No, no matter what
That's all that matters to me
No, no matter what
That's all that matters to me
♥honeystar♥
Welcome back
Monday, March 21, 2011 / 9:40 PM
Waaahhh its veeen so long since i last touch this blog! Kinda miss it! Especially cupcake honeystar lovebees period! Haha well all grown up
♥honeystar♥
missing you
Wednesday, November 3, 2010 / 12:02 AM
where are u cupcake? its been a loooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooong time we never do this. y isit hard for us to spend time here like how we used to spend it? hmmm its true people change. but isnt it our heart stays? =) well, its up to individual i suppose. =) n im here again coz i dun want to leave this place with spider webs. =) n yeah i revamped it n i lost all urls n my background. people getting older n more lazy? i guess. looking thru the post we posted. i really miss those days. =) i smiled to myself on how cute we were. n now still growing cuter i hope =) hehe. i should stop here i guess. he is in pain right now. :( do not make me worried. :(
love u
love u
♥honeystar♥
its august.
Friday, August 13, 2010 / 8:32 PM
today, friday the 13th. =) it is pretty scary coz it isnt a good day for me. down. well wat makes people happy? what makes people smile sincerely n laugh out loud? =) well i guess i cant be one. at times. -__-
listening to jason mraz does make me happy =) tho its an old song i guess back in 2007? or something? haha well time flies. good memories are meant to keep aside. but the bad ones are always with us. maybe only mine. =) oh im typing my own life. i shouldnt i guess =) haha! i must be crazy talking to myself. but sometimes it makes me happy tho. =)
salams.
listening to jason mraz does make me happy =) tho its an old song i guess back in 2007? or something? haha well time flies. good memories are meant to keep aside. but the bad ones are always with us. maybe only mine. =) oh im typing my own life. i shouldnt i guess =) haha! i must be crazy talking to myself. but sometimes it makes me happy tho. =)
oh! happy 1st anniv me blog! =)
looking forward to next august <3
salams.
♥honeystar♥
Muhd Fathihi.
Tuesday, June 15, 2010 / 10:59 PM
first and foremost,
HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY
MUHD FATHIHI BAHARI.
MAY ALLAH BLESS YOU WITH EXTRA HEALTH, WEALTH AND HAPPINESS IN YOUR LIFE.
AMIN.
it has been a nice journey. as u said bumpy bungee jumping n roller coaster ride. i agree but thats the best i could do on ur birthday. i wanna make it a shoocking surprise =) i am happy with the outcome. tho it was celebrated in advance and just a short one, i hope u did enjoy it. i choose saturday coz we used to have 'only saturdays' hang out. =) it has been a looooooong time since we update our blog. dating period is as sweet as candies. we used to update each other's blog to tell the world how happy we were when we met eaach other almost every saturday. sweeet kan. haha well things changed. i know it has been 'my fault' thingy 'my sucky attitude' and 'my extreme jealousy' for the past 6 months. it must be controled. i know we could avoid getting hurt. getting paranoid n suspicious towards each other. its part of growing up i guess. fathihi, i would want u to know that i am blessed to hv met u. i believe everything happens for a reason. i kept apologizing for all the shits i've made n said. i said sorry but i kept doing it. saying sorry is like saying 'i love you' hais. are things gonna be the same? different? better or worse? hmm it seems that we dun understand each other. giving up isnt an answer. ending isnt a solution. if we are meant to be it will be. crying doesnt help to wash the sins, the mistakes and whatever i've done. it cant make me a whole new person and it cant make things right and it cant turn back time. if only i didnt start it. if only i could be someone nice. someone u could count on to. be someone who could listen to ur rants and give a shoulder to cry on. i am willing to but saying isnt believing. its easier said than done. tho it is simple but i made it complicated. i think too much n too deep and didnt bother about wat u feel. i am selfish ehk. hmm. i've made a promise to change but i am still hazlin in the past. i diddnt change at all. how am i suppose to change? i just wanna be nice not to only u but anyone else. please forgive me once again. i appreciate for everything u've done. i dun need u to do things just for me. i dun need it. i dun need it fathihi. be with who makes you happy. do not ever force yourself. its the feelings n the heart that matters.
i love u. i really do.
love,
hazlin
♥honeystar♥
things n others
Sunday, May 16, 2010 / 2:34 PM
when i thought of wat i've done i know things arent gonna be the same tho i thought it is gonna be the same. cupcake.. i love u.. its the feelings not forcing its just natural..
fathihi. hazlin rindu fathihi.. ):
fathihi. hazlin rindu fathihi.. ):
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♥honeystar♥
get well soon.
Wednesday, April 28, 2010 / 1:01 AM
secondly i've not or rather we've not been having time for our dear blog to update our life, coz i would greatly love reading ur post n u to read mine =) i miss those days we updated our blog each and everytime we met. =) it was a great moment n u never failed to make me smile n laugh n it has been always u who do the talking, the nonsense? haha kidding, sayang. i love you. its beyond words. each day is always a great day for me. tho those rockies shakies moments are countless, life would be suck without u. u're my fren, my bestest fren; apart frm my sis, my dearest boyfriend, my mum & dad ; who always nags but i know u are concern. n i love it =) thank you. i want u to bother about me. coz u're everything to me. im getting mushy here? haha its a feeling i wanna rant it out, here. n i hope u have the time to read this =) haha. no im not depending on u, dear but i want u to depend on me. u can always count on me. i am always here for u, fathihi. im no perfectionist. im ordinary =)
thirdly, work is great each day. with manager, supervisor. supervisor has the same birthday as fathihi! how cool is that! =) luckyyyyy shes older! wink wink wink hahaha =))
lastly. 10th may. the day i've been waiting for. tho sometimes im not looking forward to it, but i have to go through it. i still dun know wat i wanna be. =( its sad. im so the in dilemma now. wat am i suppose to be n be doing. its hard. i hate what ifs i hate 'why' =( coz the reasons are sucky. to much of day dreamings i guess. i wanna be succesful i wanna be the best n earn as much $$$ as i could! ----__----
till here. =)
♥honeystar♥
its been a long time..
Saturday, March 27, 2010 / 12:10 AM
.. since i last updated. so many things happened so little time. so many meet ups till i lost counts. i wanna lie beside u under the star n count n recap all our meet ups. =) wouldnt it be nice? =) from the very first day we met as frens =) saye awak =) i am so in love with you. even tho we had so many downs than ups, i still love you, i still hold u tight n wont ever let go. u told me; only losers give up. till now u didnt n i didnt. being with you is the only thing i want in life. each day is always a new day. n i want this night to be forever.. u put a smile on my face, u make me laugh n u laughed too tho its a stupid lame joke we both made. =) im soooooooo loving this day.. =D i love us being happy. but i know there will be rocky moment here and there. i wouldnt want bad things to come our way. but no matter what, this i promise u.. i love you fathihi, i barely know you yet i love you more than i knew myself. i wanna spend the rest of my life with you. be it good or bad. i wanna go through everything with you. its a lifetime warranty. =) thinking abt us in the bus talking nonsense, makes me smile. n it flash me back to the first time we met. the days spent with u n u never fail to make me smile n laugh. n this blog of mine and of coz yours too have loads of stories for us to remember. fathihi, if u happen to read this.. i hope u know this life is empty without you apart from my dearest family. u are just like my mother, my father n my sister. =) u are part of my family tho we are not bloods. if we are then i cant get married to u =)
i love stupid lame jokes. its funny! its stupid. get stupid. feel stupid =)
p/s: i love you
i love stupid lame jokes. its funny! its stupid. get stupid. feel stupid =)
p/s: i love you
♥honeystar♥
i love you
Sunday, February 28, 2010 / 4:22 AM
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p/s: i already miss you..
stronger each day. =( and i know we cant afford to meet every single day.
seeing you is the last thing i wanna do.. i love you i love you love you love you love you you..
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i love you...
p/s: i already miss you..
stronger each day. =( and i know we cant afford to meet every single day.
seeing you is the last thing i wanna do.. i love you i love you love you love you love you you..
♥honeystar♥
happy happy!
Wednesday, February 24, 2010 / 11:56 PM
first and foremost happy 53rd birthday to my loveliest daddy! =)
i love dad! =) thanks so much bapak. thanks is never enough.
happy 20th birthday ladies! surprise cake and balloons to Hasrianty Sareh & Nur Hayati Ismail.
its been a long time since i updated! =) well i wanna thank muhd fathihi for everything! for coming to my attachment place. thank you so muchhh! i wouldn't want to trouble you. and even you're sick u still go out and meet me. how sweet can you be. dun trouble yourself ok. i know its ur off day, your rest day and so u can go out. i appreciate it so much. im sorry i didn't mean to hurt you by saying this, again. but u got the bestest interest in my heart. =) i guess i told you i miss you the reason why you come! =(( but i still miss you!!
i love counting how many times we met from the very beginning. =) i couldn't forget and i wanna remember for the rest of my life.. =D
i love you. love is a very strong word. and to only the one you love you should say it. =) and love is a very strong feeling. to only you love you should give it.=)
♥honeystar♥
4 days..
Tuesday, February 16, 2010 / 5:06 PM
it feels like only a day.. i love you.
i love spending my days with you.
& i wanna spend my whole life together with you.
p/s: seeing is believing..
♥honeystar♥
future for me, please
Thursday, February 4, 2010 / 9:45 PM
yeay! do something i love? nurse? tell me about it
p/s: i love mum i love dad i love sister. i miss special someone.
♥honeystar♥
A year older!
Sunday, January 31, 2010 / 11:43 AM
Happy 25th birthday
Abg Sharun! =))
laser quest was
fun fun fun! =)
something's missing... =(
♥honeystar♥
everybody's changing.
Saturday, January 30, 2010 / 12:44 AM
i had early supper with daya and asri after work at ayer rajah food centre? haha i forgot the name. =) well.. as usuals i will be the one listening to stories. coz i love listening than speaking. =) so yeah talking about their love ones and asri's late grandma. hmm its hard to let the love ones go and leave the world forever.. so have i answered your question, sayang? its hard. even tho we ain't the same blood and we are both a total strangers but i guess my heart beats with you and its hard and i really mean hard.. if u were to leave me or even the world... i may move on as years goes by but i guess it will not be the same.. my sister had experienced it.. and i could feel how she felt. well. god loves him more than anyone else does.
then, talked about how asri met his gf. sweet love story =) they have been together for 3 years, yet known each other since primary school days. =) how sweet.. can i write a novel about them? haha. =D and yeah he gave us advice about relationship and true laut mane yg tak bergelombang. =) and he said kalau korang in a relationship jgn skali rase bosan. hell yeah thats what he told me and daya.. last but not least, one thing jgn tinggalkan solat. thats what he said n i was like hmmmm. im speechless and just nod. hmmm.
thanks daya n asri for the short supper. =) enjoyed it =) cheese fries sedappp =D
its 2010? and im turning 20 this year? no more teen-s? hmm. no more childish no more act cute? hahaha. young adult. i can't believe it. can u? getting older la. =) mature in thinking and making decision. i dun see all those in myself, yet. ya i have random thoughts of things.some.maybe love? hmm everyone wants to be happy. who doesnt? everyone wants to be treated nicely. who doesnt? i think i dun have anymore to type. sharing stories. <3
to my lovely cupcake. i hope u dun feel bored with me. hmm.coz i think only god knows if u're lying or even if its the truth. i love and miss being by ur side. its the most honest n sincere feeling. =) i dun need anything else. just u by my side and only ur presence makes me more than happy.. hmm this isn't mushy post. its e heart that talk. i dun own everything in the world, i dun have the perfect figure. i am not flawless. im an ugly girl...n yeahh i gotta throw my negatives thoughts. it just gonna hurt u and i.
on the other hand.. people say dont ever have high hopes?..
p/s: i couldn't get you out of my head even my heart..
then, talked about how asri met his gf. sweet love story =) they have been together for 3 years, yet known each other since primary school days. =) how sweet.. can i write a novel about them? haha. =D and yeah he gave us advice about relationship and true laut mane yg tak bergelombang. =) and he said kalau korang in a relationship jgn skali rase bosan. hell yeah thats what he told me and daya.. last but not least, one thing jgn tinggalkan solat. thats what he said n i was like hmmmm. im speechless and just nod. hmmm.
thanks daya n asri for the short supper. =) enjoyed it =) cheese fries sedappp =D
its 2010? and im turning 20 this year? no more teen-s? hmm. no more childish no more act cute? hahaha. young adult. i can't believe it. can u? getting older la. =) mature in thinking and making decision. i dun see all those in myself, yet. ya i have random thoughts of things.some.maybe love? hmm everyone wants to be happy. who doesnt? everyone wants to be treated nicely. who doesnt? i think i dun have anymore to type. sharing stories. <3
to my lovely cupcake. i hope u dun feel bored with me. hmm.coz i think only god knows if u're lying or even if its the truth. i love and miss being by ur side. its the most honest n sincere feeling. =) i dun need anything else. just u by my side and only ur presence makes me more than happy.. hmm this isn't mushy post. its e heart that talk. i dun own everything in the world, i dun have the perfect figure. i am not flawless. im an ugly girl...n yeahh i gotta throw my negatives thoughts. it just gonna hurt u and i.
on the other hand.. people say dont ever have high hopes?..
p/s: i couldn't get you out of my head even my heart..
♥honeystar♥
way back into love.
Monday, January 25, 2010 / 9:43 PM
music & lyrics - thanks fathihi. i love you more than words could ever say or see. (:
♥honeystar♥
ysuolaej KILLS
Saturday, January 23, 2010 / 1:57 AM
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p/s: thanks to fathihi too! =)) for spending your precious time with me. <3
♥honeystar♥
try try try
Friday, January 22, 2010 / 9:55 AM
Oh baby we can fight like dogs we can fight like cats
a dirty laundry needs a laundry man
maybe the king and the queen should lay off the caffeine
baby breathe before you react
sometimes we do forget to behave
and we regret what we say
cause words are too weapons
if we don't choose'em carefully
ladies and gentlemen this is instrumental
if life's to be a bed of roses
i know i gave you everything you like
because you still give me butterflies
if we just try try try
just to be ni-ni-nice
then the world would be a better place for you and I
if we just live our lives
putting our differences aside
oh that would be so beautiful to me
currently addicted to. =))
p/s: im addicted to you. call me crazy coz i wouldnt care less. =)
a dirty laundry needs a laundry man
maybe the king and the queen should lay off the caffeine
baby breathe before you react
sometimes we do forget to behave
and we regret what we say
cause words are too weapons
if we don't choose'em carefully
ladies and gentlemen this is instrumental
if life's to be a bed of roses
i know i gave you everything you like
because you still give me butterflies
if we just try try try
just to be ni-ni-nice
then the world would be a better place for you and I
if we just live our lives
putting our differences aside
oh that would be so beautiful to me
currently addicted to. =))
p/s: im addicted to you. call me crazy coz i wouldnt care less. =)
♥honeystar♥
apologies.
Wednesday, January 20, 2010 / 10:51 AM
i was stupid. on sunday! =( forgive me will you, my dear? wasn't feeling good about myself. felt like shit. hmm im really sorry. i swear i cried so much that night. i was too foolish and selfish. I DUN WANT SUNDAY THE 17 JAN TO REPEAT! NEVER EVER AGAIN! GOD HELP ME. only to god i could ask for help. only to god i could count on to. only god could hear my prayers and only god know me best. even i dont know me, myself and i.
we're neonates. yet we had full of downs than ups. i keep doing stupid silly mistakes. =( i am aware even the smallest and tiniest mistakes could make u pissed upset and down.
i miss us. u n i. our laughter our smiles. our tickles our pinches. <3
p/s: saye sayang awak.
♥honeystar♥
eternal flame..
Saturday, January 16, 2010 / 11:10 PM
yesterday was great with the babies! chill-ed eat-ed talk-ed laugh-ed all came together. most importantly they heard my... only they knew =) haha ehhhhh gituuuu... ehhhhh gitu. hahahah =))) hope get to hang out again soon.. k girls? =))
well, i had a fun day today too with fathihi and his friends! =)
thanks to you n your friends for inviting! =))
thanks to you n your friends for inviting! =))
hope u all wont regret inviting me along. =) haha! thanks thanks =)))) roti sardine, pizza, nasi goreng, ayam, donut, koko krunch, honey star, tidbits, chill-ed drinks. gerekkkk! =)) thanks so much! not forgetting anjing dan tulang. bola kaptain. =) good game good game =)))
last but not least!
happy 20th birthday to fathihi's friend, saiful! =)) have a blast! =D
♥honeystar♥
fate..
Tuesday, January 12, 2010 / 10:35 PM
I guess the time was right for us to say,
We'd take our time and live our lives together day by day.
We'll make a wish and send it on a prayer,
We know our dreams can all come true with love that we can share.
With you I never wonder, will you be there for me?
With you I never wonder ... you're the right one for me.
I finally found a love of a lifetime,
A love to last my whole life through.
I finally found a love of a lifetime,
Forever in my heart, I finally found a love of a lifetime.
With every kiss our love is like brand new,
And every star up in the sky was made for me and you.
Still we both know that the road is long,
But we know that we will be together because our love is strong
I finally found a love of a lifetime,
A love to last my whole life through.
I finally found a love of a lifetime,
Forever in my heart, I finally found a love of a lifetime.
I finally found a love of a lifetime,
A love to last my whole life through.
I finally found a love of a lifetime,
Forever in my heart, I finally found a love of a lifetime.
I finally found a love of a lifetime,
I finally found a love of a lifetime,
I finally found a love of a lifetime,
Forever in my heart, I finally found a love,
Of a lifetime.
♥honeystar♥
hmm
Sunday, January 10, 2010 / 4:47 PM
PMS i think.
i wouldnt want to control u.
just wanna see u happy..
im sorry..
i wouldnt want to control u.
just wanna see u happy..
im sorry..
♥honeystar♥
love you
Monday, January 4, 2010 / 12:34 AM
i swear im gonna take good care of the crystal shoe. like how im gonna take good care of ur heart and feelings. i wouldnt wanna break it or let it go.. thank you, love, for this. and for everything that you've done. for loving me. for making me smile and laugh without fail. life is full of ups and downs. i hope we could make it through anything. but we can't go against fate but we could work on it. i love you. it takes two to tango.remember? i wanna follow your lead. coz i cant be a leader. thanks for spending your saturdays with me. its nice to meet your bro and sis in-law, ur cousin and wife. =) danish is verrrrrrry cutee. wanna meet him more. can i? hahaha. but im too shy to communicate with them. lol. hazlin so timid. last but not least.. thank you for sending me home and taking a long journey back home. =( my bad... its a short entry..no words could describe how much i treasure, appreciate and love you...
p/s: im in love and i swear i gonna take good care of the crystal shoe.
♥honeystar♥
the new
Friday, January 1, 2010 / 5:33 PM
yesterday was awesome. i can't be any happier. i can hold on to the crystal forever, however.. only god knows....
im beautiful. i am. i am me. i cantbe anyone else. i cant make people love me the way i want them to.
i gotta smile coz when things go wrong i know theres always another door open for me..
♥honeystar♥
simple journey
Wednesday, December 30, 2009 / 1:51 AM
first and foremost. SEZAIRI is the SINGAPORE IDOL!coz i voted him.guess what?i only watched the finale.ahah. sylvia cant sing deep low songs.she has those 'mercy' song type of voice. my mum told me that if sezairi didnt win i have to pay the house phone bils! haha i proved u wrong, mum. =)) hahahahahahaha. alright, 2009 leaving soon. time flies without warning us.see how short life is. so..whats ur new resolutions?but wait..have u fulfill ur old ones?=) well, i have mine,new & old..handful of e new ones. hopefully i could fulfill it by 2010..insyallah.amin =) and so 2010 is around the corner this means. ATTACHMENT is haunting me.haha im evil. god i gotta be positive. stay positive and enjoy the very last attachment. insyallah. hmm..rightt..2009 full of memories. good n bad. i wouldnt want to elaborate the bad. but i believe everything happened with reasons. especially my brand new phone. =( its the most sad feeling that i can't describe with words. its gone so let it be. =) however, good things i will never ever forget. i swear. taking the airplane for the first time.10 days in medan. school results. friends around me.family being unreasonable SOMETIMES and not forgetting which i will keep deep in my heart, cupcake. i know i've promised myself but why cant i give myself a chance? hmm. well there are many2 years ahead so yeah. im living my life hopefully to the fullest. amin. =) wouldnt want to live in regrets and insyallah same mistakes will not be repeated. =) till here. till 2010. a new year a new begining to everyone. live.love.laugh. =D
happiness is a choice. =) its in your own hands.
♥honeystar♥
singapore flyers <3
Sunday, December 27, 2009 / 11:39 AM
i always love saturdays.
saturdays always makes me have butterflies in my stomach.
hungry but feeling full
hahaha
thanks for yesterday =)
thank you for the sweet chocolate and your fav perfume.
thank you for the tix to singapore flyers.
thank you, muhd fathihi bahari =)
thanks a million.
im weird coz i hate goodbyes..
♥honeystar♥
arnold's
Friday, December 25, 2009 / 3:45 PM
cupcake.. iwant to spend my days with u.
♥honeystar♥
yayness! <3 saturdayyyy
Sunday, December 20, 2009 / 12:02 AM
the title explains it all. =) yayness i got to meet cupcake. shopping ke awak. =) thanks for choosing the loveliest bottoms =) i love it toooo =) will wear it the next meet aite. thank you for spending your precious time with me today. you really look tired. im sorry but i dun care coz i wanna spend time with you. haha saye tau saye jahat.. awak kan 'baik' hahahaha. enough of laughing. i wouldn't want to cry. =( thank you fathihi. but saye upset chicken saye keras berdentum. hahaha =D
and yeah we walked from orchard to dhoby ghout, from dhoby ghout to raffles place? =) patut la muke awak penat. =(( sorrrrrrryy. lain kali tak nak jln lagi ok. =) i promise.
ouh ya. we met at city hall otw to bugis. hehe. =) coincidence i love. =D
p/s: look into my eyes.. tell me what do you see?
and yeah we walked from orchard to dhoby ghout, from dhoby ghout to raffles place? =) patut la muke awak penat. =(( sorrrrrrryy. lain kali tak nak jln lagi ok. =) i promise.
ouh ya. we met at city hall otw to bugis. hehe. =) coincidence i love. =D
p/s: look into my eyes.. tell me what do you see?
♥honeystar♥
thank god i found you
Saturday, December 19, 2009 / 2:10 AM
owwww. thats a long one.. thank you awak. hmmm.. see i told ya. time flies. and you gonna pass out soon. =) insyallah. i'll pray for u to become a medic. amin =) den u can wash eyes too! n guess what i even saw a medic playing PSP tau. laid back pe. i would want to join medic too! LOL but ouh please not gonna go ite simei again. haha.
thanks again for the song, fathihi.
im happy too. if that is meant for me. =) haha
and this song is for u. =)
thanks again for the song, fathihi.
im happy too. if that is meant for me. =) haha
and this song is for u. =)
♥honeystar♥
All My Life..
/ 12:38 AM
Honey Star love! You're back from Medan like err.. 6 days? Hahaha! Its super hard to live without you eventhough not physically and visibly. Its very hard to not msg you everyday. We've always been talking about the past lately. But like you said past is gonna be past and will never bring it forward okaay. We'll stop talking about it and concentrate on now okaay? You're back now. It feels much different. Cos I have you now. You'll always be by my side wherever and whenever. I won't leave you. I promise. Cos to me you're everything that i wanted and i finally found it. Your messages even how short it is or even how lazy you are to reply every single text, i will always be patient. Be extra patient with everything. Even if sumthing tht tried to pull us apart.You had the courage to say it out, then i do too:)
Close To Me You're Like My Mother,
Close To Me You're Like My Father,
Close To Me You're Like My Sister,
Close To Me You're Like My Brother
And You Are The Only One My Everything
And For You This Song I Sing....
All My Life
I Prayed For Someone Like You
And I Thank God
That I..That I Finally Found You
All My Life
I Prayed For Someone Like You
And I Hope That You Feel The Same Way Too
Yes, I Pray That You Do Love Me Too
Signing off,
Cupcake!
Close To Me You're Like My Mother,
Close To Me You're Like My Father,
Close To Me You're Like My Sister,
Close To Me You're Like My Brother
And You Are The Only One My Everything
And For You This Song I Sing....
All My Life
I Prayed For Someone Like You
And I Thank God
That I..That I Finally Found You
All My Life
I Prayed For Someone Like You
And I Hope That You Feel The Same Way Too
Yes, I Pray That You Do Love Me Too
Signing off,
Cupcake!
♥honeystar♥
where shud i begin? coz i wouldnt want it to end.
Sunday, December 13, 2009 / 6:07 PM
first and foremost i miss my family n my dearest cupcake. but i miss medan too sey i dun know why coz i didnt feel homesick for the 10 days. i felt the 10 days its like just a day. but my parents said its like a month. hmmm. i miss the hotel. i miss hanging around by the pool in the middle of the night with shulha and hadhi. its a lifetime experience i will never ever forget. i miss the people there! i got to meet n got to know new friends in Rumah Anak Madani(RAM) the 10 girls and 8 guys who work together with us to help n deliver the teachings to the villagers at Desa Menunggal. =) RAM it is a home for the orphanage. i really miss them n my friends n teachers. =) i just dun know how to pen down from day one to the last second im at medan. but taking the air plane was my first time ever and i love it. even tho its only an hour journey. at least i had the experience in the plane. haha. i only had slight pain n impaired in the right ear. =) now ok already =D overall! i really really really misss MEDAN! i miss the hotel. i miss everything there! everything from a to z. its like theres no words could describe how much i miss the place. n i will never forget abt it. i cant wait to see the pictures from yazid's camera which consist of more than 2thousand pictures! once if i got to see it. i will upload it here! gosh i really miss it sey. 10 days was full of experience, anger by their jokes(haha), laughter, sadness and its really sad to leave the place. =( i cried when i hug my friends before leaving the airport. i just cant bear to part from them. hahaha. they are the best people! even though i got pranked. haha nice one guys! =) i was really angry n even post it to my fb shout out but the anger just faded off. =) i just can't get angry for too long. but of coz i will remember what they had done. TWICE sey kena prank. hahahahahaha =) <3 everybody! <3 <3 <3 <3
p/s: cupcake, my feelings for u is growing stronger. no matter how long it takes. its ur heart that matters. its not about the decision its about the feelings. u make me smile everyday without fail. your messages, even how short or grouchy u are i dun mind coz i know life always have ups and downs. no body perfect and the sky is not always shiny blue. but the last thing i wanna do is to make u smile like how u make me smile and make u the happiest man. insyallah. amin coz for once i never felt this. i felt something diff. typing this takes a lot of courage. :) <3
p/s: cupcake, my feelings for u is growing stronger. no matter how long it takes. its ur heart that matters. its not about the decision its about the feelings. u make me smile everyday without fail. your messages, even how short or grouchy u are i dun mind coz i know life always have ups and downs. no body perfect and the sky is not always shiny blue. but the last thing i wanna do is to make u smile like how u make me smile and make u the happiest man. insyallah. amin coz for once i never felt this. i felt something diff. typing this takes a lot of courage. :) <3
♥honeystar♥
cant wait!
Sunday, December 6, 2009 / 5:30 PM
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I MISS YOU =(
I MISS YOU =(
♥honeystar♥
one, two, three
Saturday, December 5, 2009 / 1:06 PM
MISS ME MISS ME MISS ME MISS ME MISS ME MISS MEMISS ME MISS ME MISS MEMISS ME MISS ME MISS MEMISS ME MISS ME MISS MEMISS ME MISS ME MISS MEMISS ME MISS ME MISS MEMISS ME MISS ME MISS MEMISS ME MISS ME MISS MEMISS ME MISS ME MISS MEMISS ME MISS ME MISS MEMISS ME MISS ME MISS MEMISS ME MISS ME MISS MEMISS ME MISS ME MISS MEMISS ME MISS ME MISS MEMISS ME MISS ME MISS MEMISS ME MISS ME MISS MEMISS ME MISS ME MISS ME =))))))))))))))
♥honeystar♥
missessss loadsss...dammnnn loadsssss
Thursday, December 3, 2009 / 6:44 AM
missesssssssssssssssssssssssssssss loadsss of people!!
especially...
brb. bye means forever. =)))))))))))))))))))))
♥honeystar♥
million thanks. its never enough.
Tuesday, December 1, 2009 / 2:29 PM
"dearest nazariyah bte kharis, here's a very short n simple letter for u.
first and foremost, thanks for the letter darling. i wanted to cry but i hold the tears in the train while reading your letter. those were the days. i will treasure til the day i die. insyallah. congrats to u too darl coz u've made it this far. there were ups and downs but we survive from the downfall. =) alhamdullilah syukur.
yeah i miss those days in 1.1 i still remember u were the first person i ask for hp number the first day of school during orientation. =) unforgettable memories. u me farrah malic and ain. hmm =) i feel its like just yesterday n today its the end of school.clinical pract next. 9 weeks in hosp n a week in campus and we're all gonna be a certified. insyallah. amin.
u were my listening ear too, naz. thanks for listening to my rants n shits n complaints last time. haha those were the childish days i guess. ahaha. yup trueee.."all good things comes to those who wait patiently" =) thanks naz for those words in ur letter. i hope i've found the one.. =) amin. n that same goes to u ok sugar. =) everything is in god's hand. =) may happiness n all the good things be with you alright. amin =)
forgive everything bad i've done to u without realising or i've realised it. im really sorry for the moments we weren't together. i guess i can make time limits for everyone. i ain't sharing kind of person. i was trying my best to share but i dun know i guess i dun know how to. =( please accept my apology will ya? take good care of yourself ok darling! will always and forever be in my heart.loads love hugs & kisses, hazlin"
"Dearest friends, i would like to take this opportunity to thank each and everyone of especially CLASS C OII!! =) its been a great journey thruout in-campus. i feel its been ages. im sure gonna miss everyone. the class. without u n of coz mr cris our first n always fav lecturer. an understanding n reasonable lecturer. =) thanks everyone n please accept my apology for all the wrongdoings i ever done especially class attendance became chaotic ever since i step into class c. and forgive me for everything i've done without realising n wat i've realised it. deeply n truly in my heart always. loads love."
"Dearest shulha hassan, the girl whom always accompany to and fro school n home thanks so much for being a very sweet friend. be happy always ok! thanks for giving me the opportunity to be a fren who is crazy =) ahahahaha. hope it last a lifetime. =)
DUN FORGET US! just like nazariyah's headline =)"
p/s: im gonna miss cupcake so much. im sure u'll lose all ur eyelashes. im sure u gonna read this when u're back on sat. =( i really hope there'll be communication devices so i could contact u n send u msges.10 days and i could feel as if forever. NO! =( im holding back my tears.. take good care of yourself alright. you know my care my wishes is always with u. i'll see you pretty soon cupcake.pretty pretty soon.... i promise.
♥honeystar♥
good night.
Sunday, November 29, 2009 / 2:44 AM
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im gonna miss you but i guess i am not the only one. =)
extra hours spent b4 going off.
at the library. dinner and relaxing, laughing, camwhore? kutuk org? haha =)
thank you. i dun have to mention coz u know who u are.
extra hours spent b4 going off.
at the library. dinner and relaxing, laughing, camwhore? kutuk org? haha =)
thank you. i dun have to mention coz u know who u are.
coz i know u will be reading this? haha tak tau malu eh saya.
=)
u made my day.
thank you once again.
=)
u made my day.
thank you once again.
btw.. i may be going to the place but i am sure gonna be alright. i swear. if its not free i wont be going. trust me ok?
♥honeystar♥
all good things comes to an end?
Friday, November 27, 2009 / 9:52 PM
i hope not.
thanks a million fath.
ouh.. the first person to read it all.
hmmm can i delete it?
i wouldnt want to let it stay longer in here.
sampah sarap.
"ku sedari ku tak sempurna,
ku tak seperti yang kau inginkan"
thanks a million fath.
ouh.. the first person to read it all.
hmmm can i delete it?
i wouldnt want to let it stay longer in here.
sampah sarap.
"ku sedari ku tak sempurna,
ku tak seperti yang kau inginkan"
♥honeystar♥
Dearest, Loveliest and Greatest:)
Thursday, November 26, 2009 / 10:56 PM
Its 26 of November!
So its
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DEAREST LOVELIEST MUM IN THE WORLD!!!!! YEAY!!
To Mdm Rahimah Umar,
wish her very meaningful birthday. May Allah bless her longevity,
prosperity, great health, happiness and more joyful n wonderful life in
the years ahead!:)
I LOVE YOU MUM! LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS!!!
And to all Muslims,
SELAMAT HARI RAYA HAJI!:)
♥honeystar♥
i am in love with saturdays =)
Sunday, November 22, 2009 / 9:32 PM
thank you.
i know its never enough for saying thank you even for how many times =)
i treasure every moment spent even how short time is..
thank you once again.
its never enough.
2012 was great =)
sweater plus monster =)
i know god knows best.
"i'll follow your lead"
i know you will be looking at my blog the whole thing. but whatever is in here shall be left here n i wont bring it to my future of coz. god.. i hope it wont affect you =( coz whatever its here is the past. i swear. tell me when u have finish reading it all
i know its never enough for saying thank you even for how many times =)
i treasure every moment spent even how short time is..
thank you once again.
its never enough.
2012 was great =)
sweater plus monster =)
i know god knows best.
"i'll follow your lead"
i know you will be looking at my blog the whole thing. but whatever is in here shall be left here n i wont bring it to my future of coz. god.. i hope it wont affect you =( coz whatever its here is the past. i swear. tell me when u have finish reading it all
♥honeystar♥
counting down? size S
Monday, November 9, 2009 / 5:26 PM
the eyes are wandering around.
well.. god gives us eyes to see.
to see the beatiful creations. =)
im sorry, stranger. i didn't mean to hurt you.
i didn't mean to. please forgive me, god.
HAPPY on the other side. tweety bird for me? =)
hahaha tak malu nye hazlin...
but thankk youu so muuccchhh, (you know who you are.) =)
i know saying thank you for everything n saying sorry to keep u waiting isn't enough.
but all those sayings is from the bottom of my heart. =)
treasure the memories n more to come?.
reading this? =D
and congratulations my dear fren.
hope ur relationship last long till eternity =)
paranoia? no more. its all about compromises.
other than that its between you and god. =D
well.. god gives us eyes to see.
to see the beatiful creations. =)
im sorry, stranger. i didn't mean to hurt you.
i didn't mean to. please forgive me, god.
HAPPY on the other side. tweety bird for me? =)
hahaha tak malu nye hazlin...
but thankk youu so muuccchhh, (you know who you are.) =)
i know saying thank you for everything n saying sorry to keep u waiting isn't enough.
but all those sayings is from the bottom of my heart. =)
treasure the memories n more to come?.
reading this? =D
and congratulations my dear fren.
hope ur relationship last long till eternity =)
paranoia? no more. its all about compromises.
other than that its between you and god. =D
♥honeystar♥
its a store and more. =)
Saturday, November 7, 2009 / 9:43 PM
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budak ini sungguhlah cute. dun even know who the hell he is.. he dun mind i turned his cap other way round without asking his permission just to take photo with me, ahahah im so bad. but hes too cuteee =) well..he wont be a baby boy forever.. he will eventually grow up =p hope he be a good good boy =)oh yaa. sentosa day today =) den ljs and chocolate. =) thank youuuuuuu so much
♥honeystar♥
too over, you!
Sunday, November 1, 2009 / 1:28 AM
fate decides. fate brings us closer. but will it be forever? but u n i can't afford to clap with only one hand. it takes two to tango. it takes two to make a whole. i dun need a 'three' to make a whole. maybe im imagining too far away. "love is a feeling not a decision." randomm habes..
hmm well life been great so far. n love the job even tho its a lil too stresssing. but i know i m not gonna let the stress belittle me. advices from the senior makes me more alive. =) FUN is the last thing i gonna think of. =) thank you. have a nice day.
p/s: do you feel the same?or am i only dreaming? too early i guess. i still have the bad impression of u. i begin to trust myself yet i still don't trust u. i gotta taste my own medicine i guess. sorry hazlin. im really sorry..
hmm well life been great so far. n love the job even tho its a lil too stresssing. but i know i m not gonna let the stress belittle me. advices from the senior makes me more alive. =) FUN is the last thing i gonna think of. =) thank you. have a nice day.
p/s: do you feel the same?or am i only dreaming? too early i guess. i still have the bad impression of u. i begin to trust myself yet i still don't trust u. i gotta taste my own medicine i guess. sorry hazlin. im really sorry..
♥honeystar♥
years after years.
Friday, October 23, 2009 / 9:58 PM
i missed my mum. i miss her n i really miss her loads. prayers was the only thing i could do. alhamdulillah shes back. soon. thanks for ur words of encouragement thruout the hospitalisation. thanks to physiotherapist, especially nurses who bother to take care of my mum.
p/s: i love you, mum..
btw... i did this on 19th Oct n i've tried it on 17th Oct too. =)
Happy birthday Dearest Kakak, Hanizah..may happiness be with you always. god bless you. always and forver love you kakak!
& Happy sweet 18th Shalyshah stay young n pretty always. =))
Loads Love, حزلين
♥honeystar♥
me?
Monday, October 5, 2009 / 10:11 PM
FAME was gorgeous! =)
dreams, success, talents.
a nice message to reflect.
"Baby hold me tight
And you can make it right.
You can shoot me straight to the top
Give me love and take all I got.
Baby I'm in love
Too much is not enough
I surround your heart to embrace
You know I got what it takes."
And you can make it right.
You can shoot me straight to the top
Give me love and take all I got.
Baby I'm in love
Too much is not enough
I surround your heart to embrace
You know I got what it takes."
p/s: all the best fathihi! =)
♥honeystar♥
SYURGA CINTA
Thursday, September 24, 2009 / 9:29 AM
a wonderful malay movie i've ever watch. about love , islam.
worth ur precious time watching it.
jodoh dari allah?
♥honeystar♥
ramadhan leaving us..
Saturday, September 19, 2009 / 6:58 AM
time flies. yet i feel like it was just yesterday.
SELAMAT HARI RAYA TO ALL.
ENJOY THE HOLIDAYS BABIES.
im sick. =( sore throat. its like fire burning on the inside.
fever.. my body temperature is rising.
and tomorrow is the big day. i can't afford to be sick =(
its like a routine. everytime i am back to school, i fall sick.
its so sickening.
however..... BCLS DONEded!! =)
yeah for some your cert need to be renewed. but i just got mine~
weehooo. congratulations class C! =)
1 and 2 and 3 and 4 and 5
2 a-thousand 3 a-thousand
=)
♥honeystar♥
it ends tonight.
Wednesday, September 2, 2009 / 12:53 AM
i don't wish to end the night coz it hurts saying goodbye.
happiness wont last forever but i hope there will be another day we be together.
thank you for the wondeful time spent and i hope all had fun.
love. forever and always.
happiness wont last forever but i hope there will be another day we be together.
thank you for the wondeful time spent and i hope all had fun.
love. forever and always.
♥honeystar♥
is it Lust? or is it really Love?
Sunday, August 30, 2009 / 10:52 PM
♥honeystar♥
26 August
Wednesday, August 26, 2009 / 11:41 PM
today is the day i was born in 1990. thank you for all the wishes. appreciates loads. the two cakes i got from my mum n shalyshah, the zara collection from dear sister the chocolates from shalini and a very touching msg i received from my dad. i couldnt hold back the tears even tho im fasting. god knows best. thanks once again everyone. i had a great birthday ever in my life. i felt happier compared to the last birthdays i had. thank you people. thank you. a very big thank you. i couldnt describe how thankful i am today. its just more than words. =)
peace dearys. <3
♥honeystar♥
ALHAMDULLILAH
Saturday, August 22, 2009 / 6:27 PM
SELAMAT MENYAMBUT RAMADHAN. =)
MOGA KITA DAPAT MENJALANI IBADAH PUASA DENGAN SEMPURNA.
INSYALLAH.
AMIN.
♥honeystar♥
HOROSCOPE
Friday, August 21, 2009 / 3:08 AM
The Bottom Line
Today is a good day to make a clean sweep of things -- tidy up and you'll cheer up.
In Detail
There's a difference -- a big one -- between being understanding and being naive. If you feel that someone out there has been doing their best to work you, don't take it for a single second longer. Put your foot down and announce that the game has officially come to an end. You've gone out of your way to do everything you could for all the people around you. If that generosity hasn't come back to you, call a time-out. Enough is enough.
♥honeystar♥
Confessions of the Other Other Woman
Tuesday, August 18, 2009 / 9:11 PM
What happens when the man in her life gets married? One woman pens an open letter to the woman who has just married her best (and platonic) guy pal.
Dear Kate (aka Steve's new wife),
With all the wedding madness going on, I never got the chance to check in with you about how you're feeling about my role in Steve's life. But hearing you sarcastically refer to me throughout your wedding weekend as "Steve's ex-wife" made me realize something: I'm the third wheel on your newlywed Vespa.
Sure, it's difficult to make friends with your husband's female best friend knowing that before you — yes — it was me. From the day we were assigned to the same college orientation group, Steve and I have been inseparable. Maybe it's because we share a love of The Jackson Five and the Jersey Shore that few people respect. Maybe it's because we both got dumped that year within a week of each other and decided a non-relationship was safer than a real one. Whatever the reasons, for better or worse, we became each other's person — and by person, I mean crutch.
I can see why this is so hard for you because it's just as hard for me. You're my new-and-improved replacement. It used to be me who took Steve shopping for good jeans that didn't look saggy, helped him with his resume for his first big-time job and begged him to cut his toenails (important note: I never actually cut them and recommend that you establish the same policy).It was me he brought as his "plus one" to fun company events, not to mention Thanksgiving dinner with his family. Somewhere along the way, I gave up on looking for an eligible bachelor and thought that as long as I had someone in my life to kill the big spiders, I'd figure out a real relationship eventually.
And love him though I do, Steve and I were never meant to be more than codependent adopted siblings who simply acted like a couple when it was convenient. I know that Steve's intention is for us to be one big happy family, but you and I both know that's just not possible unless things start to change.
So let's form a pact — not a cease-fire or a peace treaty, but more of a modern Marshall Plan — to redefine the state of this union:
I promise to stop buying Steve clothes if you promise never to buy him one of those yuppie blue dress shirts with the white cuffs and collar. We hate those, but he'd never tell you that. I won't call after 11 p.m. on weeknights provided you let us watch our college football games with me on speaker phone. We need to yell very specific things at very specific times. I'm going to show up with a legitimate date to all the dinner parties you throw so I won't gab too much to Steve and will have someone else's dessert to steal after I inhale mine. I shall refer him directly back to you if he comes to me with issues romantic or otherwise that are none of my business. I'll no longer kiss Steve hello in that precarious danger zone between the lip and cheek again ... it's bear hugs from here on out. But you don't get to time our hugs, okay? I vow to love (okay, make that a strong like), honor and respect you from this day forward ... so long as you never utter the nails-on-a-chalkboard phrase, "Steve's ex-wife," again.
Even with all these new rules, certain things may never change, and I hope you can accept that. I'll probably have a lifetime of Steve scaring away the new guys I date, just as you may never get rid of that framed picture in your living room of the two of us dressed as Hillary and Bill. But barring any natural disaster or house foreclosure, I vow never to become your female Dupree. Congratulations. Steve's a lucky guy. And this time, I mean it.
XOXO Jessie
Dear Kate (aka Steve's new wife),
With all the wedding madness going on, I never got the chance to check in with you about how you're feeling about my role in Steve's life. But hearing you sarcastically refer to me throughout your wedding weekend as "Steve's ex-wife" made me realize something: I'm the third wheel on your newlywed Vespa.
Sure, it's difficult to make friends with your husband's female best friend knowing that before you — yes — it was me. From the day we were assigned to the same college orientation group, Steve and I have been inseparable. Maybe it's because we share a love of The Jackson Five and the Jersey Shore that few people respect. Maybe it's because we both got dumped that year within a week of each other and decided a non-relationship was safer than a real one. Whatever the reasons, for better or worse, we became each other's person — and by person, I mean crutch.
I can see why this is so hard for you because it's just as hard for me. You're my new-and-improved replacement. It used to be me who took Steve shopping for good jeans that didn't look saggy, helped him with his resume for his first big-time job and begged him to cut his toenails (important note: I never actually cut them and recommend that you establish the same policy).It was me he brought as his "plus one" to fun company events, not to mention Thanksgiving dinner with his family. Somewhere along the way, I gave up on looking for an eligible bachelor and thought that as long as I had someone in my life to kill the big spiders, I'd figure out a real relationship eventually.
And love him though I do, Steve and I were never meant to be more than codependent adopted siblings who simply acted like a couple when it was convenient. I know that Steve's intention is for us to be one big happy family, but you and I both know that's just not possible unless things start to change.
So let's form a pact — not a cease-fire or a peace treaty, but more of a modern Marshall Plan — to redefine the state of this union:
I promise to stop buying Steve clothes if you promise never to buy him one of those yuppie blue dress shirts with the white cuffs and collar. We hate those, but he'd never tell you that. I won't call after 11 p.m. on weeknights provided you let us watch our college football games with me on speaker phone. We need to yell very specific things at very specific times. I'm going to show up with a legitimate date to all the dinner parties you throw so I won't gab too much to Steve and will have someone else's dessert to steal after I inhale mine. I shall refer him directly back to you if he comes to me with issues romantic or otherwise that are none of my business. I'll no longer kiss Steve hello in that precarious danger zone between the lip and cheek again ... it's bear hugs from here on out. But you don't get to time our hugs, okay? I vow to love (okay, make that a strong like), honor and respect you from this day forward ... so long as you never utter the nails-on-a-chalkboard phrase, "Steve's ex-wife," again.
Even with all these new rules, certain things may never change, and I hope you can accept that. I'll probably have a lifetime of Steve scaring away the new guys I date, just as you may never get rid of that framed picture in your living room of the two of us dressed as Hillary and Bill. But barring any natural disaster or house foreclosure, I vow never to become your female Dupree. Congratulations. Steve's a lucky guy. And this time, I mean it.
XOXO Jessie
♥honeystar♥
